I'm having a low self esteem day. I can see differences in my body. People are starting to comment on it. BUT. I still can't get past the number thing. It's not like I'm 150 pounds and trying to lose 10 of fat. I've got like 50 pounds to lose. It's great that I'm building muscle along with losing fat but I really need those numbers to start moving.
I need to get to a point where I don't see that weight whenever I look in a mirror. I want to be comfortable in my skin. I feel fat all the time. I feel like the elephant in the room. I knew it was going to be tough to begin fixing my horrible self-image. I just hoped the weight loss would be a bit smoother.