Alright. No spoilers here so don't fret.
This show makes me feel great about myself in that motivational way that is they can do it, I can do it. But it also makes me feel oh so very bad about myself.
I've been working so hard on improving my self image. SO HARD. And then I see these contestants. Some of which have very similar weights as I currently do and I think "Oh my God. Is that how I look?" Once again, "Are people just being nice to me by not telling me what a blob I look?" Here are the female contestants that are close-ish in weight to me.
I just don't get it. What is wrong in my head? My body before I started losing weight was likely just as bad as the contestants but now I look at the group photo and think "I am WAY fitter and thinner than those guys." But the damn numbers. The numbers say that's not quite true.