No, it's not dire.
I don't feel like doing anything. I can make myself, but I still don't like it. I'm in such a mood that I'd rather sit on the couch and not move as opposed to doing almost anything. I'm actually feeling a tad better today. I wanted to blog about this on Thursday but simply could not bring myself to do so. Not that I didn't want to, I just couldn't be bothered. I think it's the weather. The holidays. The final exams coming next week. The scale creeping so slowly in only 1/10 of a pound increments. But I'm not allowed to be depressed.
That's my sister's "thing". If she comes off as depressed at all, everyone is calling me and asking me to check on her, pleading with me to be extra kind to her, and just in general revolving the entire universe around her. If I'm depressed, I get told that I'm not and that I need to be less dramatic. Wonder why I learned to just shut my trap and not bother anyone with my problems. Whether imaginary or legit.
To distract myself yesterday, I made a couple candies to the holidays.
Hard caramels that (if I may toot my own horn) rival Werther's Originals. My first try!
And I made gumdrops! The red ones are orange flavored and the green are lemon. I think they'll be used to decorate the gingerbread house I'm making with my niece this year.
The gumdrops aren't ready yet as they take two days to cure, but I have sampled a few and they're delicious!
Also, i think it's about time to start thinking about New Year's resolutions. It IS coming fast.